When I first told my parents that I wanted to become a nurse, there was strong opposition within the family.
It was understandable. Shortly after entering high school, I was resting at home after school just like usual when suddenly my chest felt tight, and I began to struggle to breathe. I passed out.
When I regained consciousness three days later, I received the shocking news that only 10% of my heart function remained.
They said there was no hope.
How could this happen? Just yesterday, I was perfectly healthy. The laughter and chatter with friends in the classroom felt like a dream.
My mother, who always appeared strong as the leader of a company, knelt down and begged the doctor. She pleaded desperately for Narim’s life.
Only then did it hit me.
This isn’t a dream. I’m really sick. I might die.
Day by day, my health deteriorated. Breathing became difficult.
I would briefly open my eyes and faint for hours. Each time, unknown machines connected to different parts of my body increased one by one.
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The day I briefly opened my eyes, I felt a lot of pain. Maybe today could be the last.
On that day, I said ‘I love you’ to my mom for the first time. At that moment, my mom didn’t respond with the same words.
She smiled and said we should meet again tomorrow.
Time passed like wandering in a dream. Even in that state, my mom’s last words, ‘Let’s meet again tomorrow,’ kept coming back to me.
How long has it been since then? Can I keep the promise I made to my mom?
When I slowly opened my eyes, I met eyes with my mom, who was holding my hand. They said I regained consciousness five days after receiving a heart transplant.
My mom hugged me tightly and cried. Only then did my mom say, ‘I love you.’
“Narim, thank you for being alive. I’m sorry, sorry.”
Imprisoning that little one in a huge embrace and endlessly seeking forgiveness for things left undone.
The one who performed my surgery that day was Director Yoon Seok-hee of Yeonrim Hospital.
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Everyone said there was no hope, but Director Yoon Seok-hee never gave up on me. To me and my family, Director Yoon Seok-hee was a benefactor.
Since that day, I made a vow.
If my body recovered, I definitely wanted to become a doctor at Yeonrim Hospital.
However, medical school had physical limitations. So, I compromised to some extent, and becoming a nurse was the result. Of course, becoming a nurse was not as easy as I had anticipated.
Once, I was taken to the emergency room. Overworking puts an enormous burden on the heart.
At that moment, I almost gave up again, but I wrote a resolution not to neglect my health and was able to focus on studying again.
It took longer than others.
At the age of 19, after taking the high school qualification exam, I finally became a first-year nurse at the age of twenty-seven.
I wanted to repay the grace I received in some way. I wanted to become a nurse who could give hope to other patients.
Mom gave up a lifetime business after I got sick.
It was a dream that consumed Mom’s youth, but somehow, I became the bad daughter who consumed Mom’s dream.
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During the illness, it felt like there was never a day when Mom wasn’t by my side. It seemed like she was reflecting on her past actions.
So, Narim didn’t stop her. Honestly, it was good. Mom was always there by my side.
Every day, when I opened my eyes, Mom was there. When eating, going to the bathroom, Mom was always nearby, never far away.
The Mom who had been like that seems to have grown tired of me, wanting to send me off to get married quickly.
I was a late bloomer, and Mom always worried about the uncertain future me. So, I understand that. Even though I know, it’s inevitable to feel a somewhat hurtful heart.
After work, Narim headed not to her own home but to her parents’ house.
Meeting Hoseok with these feelings would probably be toxic for both him and me. I also needed to clarify my position.
Narim entered the house with a slightly trembling step. The dazzling and vast living room seemed to swallow Narim.
Strangely, this house is too spacious and cold.
“I’m here.”
Adapted to Manhwa
“Narim, did you meet Dr. Shim’s son? How was it?”
Narim’s mom followed Narim. It had been a long time since their faces met, and it seemed like Mom was more curious about Dr. Shim’s son than me.
“Mom.”
“Yeah, tell me.”
Narim lay on the sofa with a tired face.
“I actually like someone.”
“What?”
“But that person doesn’t like me. It’s unrequited love.”
“Why, what’s wrong with you? Doesn’t that person like you? Who’s this idiot?”
“He’s extremely smart, extremely handsome, extremely wealthy, and has an extremely good family.”
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Only then, as if realizing something, Narim suddenly sat up.
“Oh, so I’m not noticeable?”
“Why, what’s wrong with you? Do you dislike me? Who is this foolish guy?”
“He’s extremely intelligent, extremely handsome, extremely wealthy, and has an extremely good family.”
Mom, who finished saying that, muttered to herself as if she had to continue her business. Narim almost burst into laughter at that sight.
That person wouldn’t know that I’m Dr. Im’s daughter.
Male lead first thought she played hard to get, only to realize she
really disliked him

Short intro:
What she can’t stand the most is the streets full of effeminate men, especially that so-called top beauty whom she avoids at all costs.
Shen Yaoxing looks at Jiang Mingyue, who keeps approaching her with coy shyness.
Shen Yaoxing: Bro, don’t be like this, I’m really about to throw up!
She fears nothing in heaven or earth, except for him getting close to her.
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At first he thought she was just using the trick of feigning indifference to attract his attention. Later, he learned that she truly despised him.
This dealt a heavy blow to Jiang Mingyue, and he vowed to make her, like everyone else, fall at his feet in worship!
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Synopsis:
Before transmigrating, Shen Yaoxing only wanted to find a reliable man to spend her life with. Who knew that after transmigrating, she would become a reliable woman herself…
A forced misandrist, highly skilled, and reliable female lead
vs.
An initially aloof and arrogant, later morbid, obsessed male lead
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