As the gaze prolonged and intensified, his eyes, deep and low, became endlessly profound.
He said he couldn’t express emotions.
In that case, I can gradually teach him.
At first, she just stared at Sajun in a confrontational posture.
Although she didn’t do anything yet, Sajun’s patience seemed to thin out already, and he squinted his eyes in annoyance.
Taking that as a signal, Taehui slowly touched Sajun’s face.
She traced the well-shaped eyebrows, the long eyelashes, the arrogantly straight nose, the scars on the cheek from a healed wound, and the rough jaw.
Even then, Sajun was holding up, seeming like he would endure it without crumbling.
Taehui cupped Sajun’s face with both hands and brought it down slowly.
With lips almost touching but not quite, she softly spoke, “You said you’re not good at expressing emotions, right? Then I’ll teach you.”
Turning her head slightly, Taehui took a few shallow breaths.
As if about to touch, as if about to speak, she approached closely and then withdrew.
However, when Sajun’s lips, which ultimately didn’t touch, seemed dissatisfied, he narrowed his brows.
At that moment, Taehui lightly kissed him.
Slightly widened eyes, as if surprised, narrowed as if expressing discontent, but Taehui had already withdrawn her lips.
As if to say, “Try to properly lead for once.”
The vigorous throbbing of the jugular vein signaled that Sajun’s patience had reached its limit.
Contrary to his indifferent expression, the roughness of the exhaled breath between the lips was intense.
So, she kissed him again.
As if brushing or stroking, when the connected lips moved gently, Sajun held his breath.
As she slightly parted her lips and gently sucked, tension emanated from the fingertips on his shoulders.
When she lowered her raised eyes slightly, the boiling black pupils behind the long eyelashes became visible.
Properly sharpened desire stared at Taehui and her seductive gaze.
Sajun’s large hand, as if he had a proper grip, grabbed Taehui’s waist.
Taehui promptly tore away the hand, which was gripping as if pulling her immediately, with a stern look.
This won’t do. Letting go of the lips that had been clung to, Taehui spoke.
“Tell me, Sajun. What do you want to do, what do you desire.”
Despite Taehui being on the verge of boiling inside, her expression and voice were surprisingly calm.
“If you’re bad at expressing emotions, be honest with your instincts first.”
Sajun slowly closed and opened his eyes.
Brightly burning pupils, as if a switch had been turned on, gazed at Taehui intensely and persistently.
Taehui calmly received that gaze and didn’t move anymore within the tense atmosphere.
Within the tightened tension, a few seconds passed.
It was a moment when Sajun, as a sign of surrender, let out a long sigh.
The stubbornly closed lips finally opened, and Sajun, growling, said, “I want to sleep with you, Min Taehui.”
With determination burning, Taehui kissed Sajun again, like offering a reward.
His large hand wrapped around her thin waist and pulled her in firmly.
At the moment their bodies met, the vividly pulsating, enormous flames of desire, as if it would burn their entire bodies, became unmistakably felt.
Taehui closed her eyes tightly.
Finally, it was the first night.
A few steps away was the bedroom.
However, there was barely any patience left to make it there.
Because Min Taehui, like a gumiho, climbed onto my legs and did something naughty, I was already carried away.
So, Sajun laid Min Taehui on the spacious sofa, looking down at her.
Min Taehui, who boasted about leading, apparently meant to lie down beneath him to do so.
What made him agree to that request was the bright light pouring in through the terrace window because of the building forest beyond.
Sajun’s fingertips, unbuttoning the neatly locked blouse, trembled unexpectedly.
I’ll just tear it all apart and buy a new one, I thought.
I considered such an idea, but quickly abandoned it.
It felt like revealing my lack of experience, and Min Taehui might not like it.
In the slow, cautious touch, dazzling skin was exposed. Even though it’s Min Taehui who’s exposed. Why is the embarrassment mine?
Unable to look straight, I closed and opened my eyes several times.
It was a body I had seen countless times over the 13 years.
Every time Min Taehui wore clothes with a deeply plunging neckline, every time she wore a white shirt that faintly revealed her inner self, every time she wore tight clothes that exposed her entire body.
I turned my gaze away and pretended not to see, but that night, I had vivid fantasies in my mind.
Recalling that immature time, Sajun stopped breathing.
The finely toned body, even when completely covered, was so beautiful that it made the heart ache.
As if blind to the light, Sajun was absorbed in delusion and said, “Tell me. What you like and dislike.”
In the fragrance emanating from the skin, the gentle and soft texture melting from the lips and fingertips, the body soaked in high-proof alcohol, I couldn’t regain my composure.
Nevertheless, Sajun never took his eyes off Taehui’s face for a moment.
Every time the large hand moved carefully and slowly, the dark brown eyes shook finely.
For the first time, a wet and thin moan echoed, and the muscles all over the body tensed painfully.
The compressed energy within the firm muscles wanted to explode and was roaring.
I’m going crazy, really.
When the sensation became so intense that it was close to pain, I thought of that guy.
At least, I shouldn’t be worse than that bastard Song Jehyun. Be careful and cautious as it’s the first time. Don’t become a selfish guy who rushes in like a beast and dies alone enjoying it.
For a long time, Sajun touched and caressed the body with his lips and hands.
Did I even dare to imagine? Did she hide something so sweet and fragrant within that firm and dry shell?
Perhaps Min Taehui wouldn’t know.
I love you.
Instead of saying I want to sleep, he whispered the words he really wanted to say.
Even now, swallowing the words surging up through his throat, Sajun whispered countless times to Taehui.
“…You’re so beautiful.”
So, I’m going crazy.
When the fragile voice turned into a sob and reached its climax, Taehui twisted her slender body.
I knew I had to be more patient, but now was the limit.
Lips met, bodies intertwined, breaths synchronized.
The intense sensations rushing in harmonized through the body’s veins, spinning rapidly from head to toe.
When the nape of the neck was bitten, the vision, which had been stuck to the sensation like pain, was lifted with difficulty.
In the shaking view, for just a moment, the persistent eyes that didn’t leave me were visible.
Taehui didn’t dare to meet those fierce eyes that knew only that world.
I might confess my love to Kang Sajun, so unbearable that I had to turn away. Taehui closed her eyes again. Hot lips touched each trembling eyelid in turn. On the tip of the nose, on the cheek, and on the slightly reddened earlobe, again on the lips.
“Open your eyes, Mintaehui.”
Taehui raised her head with tightly closed eyes.
How do I see you? How with these eyes that love you.
“Look at me.”
Continuously pushing in and whispering endlessly, Sajun begged.
Open your eyes and look at me. Please, look at me.
Through gradually opening eyelids, the blurry vision spread like watercolors.
As the watercolor blurs became clearer, they formed shapes and drew the man she loved.
The eyes, face, breath, silhouette, and droplets of sweat dripping down, all etched into her eyes and imprinted on her heart.
The most unforgettable precious memory, our first night, you, whom I love.
Thinking that her body might burst, Taehui hugged Sajun’s firm neck.
I dare to hope. At this moment, may I be engraved and imprinted on you as well.
The Male lead Always Seduces Her with His Beauty (Matriarchy)
Xin Jiao Zhou is the leader of the world’s premier sect. She has just experienced betrayal from all sides, was poisoned in an assassination attempt, and faced death squad attacks while the poison was taking effect. After finally clearing out the scum from her sect, she was drugged again while trying to detoxify.
After waking up from a night of unconsciousness, she gained a “beautiful and kind-hearted” husband.
Xin Jiao Zhou: “???”
He fell ill.
She came to see him, bringing breakfast.
As she put down the breakfast and was about to leave, his hand slipped while holding the spoon. “Clank!”
She turned around upon hearing the noise.
He looked up at her, his eyebrows drooping: “My hand… has no strength.”
“Shall I… feed you?” she asked tentatively.
He opened his mouth cheerfully: “Ah—”
Thinking she was drowning, he jumped in without hesitation to save her, but nearly drowned himself. In the end, it was she who swam over to rescue him, giving him air underwater.
After emerging from the water, his ear tips turned red. He lightly brushed his cheek, tucking his sideburns behind his ear, revealing delicate, pink-tinged ear tips. He lowered his gaze, too embarrassed to look at her.
Xin Jiao Zhou: He’s truly beautiful, kind-hearted, and adorable.
A certain someone when disciplining subordinates behind the scenes: “If they don’t obey, just kill them.”
What’s that? She might already have someone she cares about in her heart? A certain someone: Find out who it is, kill them, and then there won’t be anyone.
What? She met a man by the riverside? What? That man even hurt her? A certain someone: Whichever hand hurt her, chop off his entire arm.
Love at first sight without realizing it, gradually falling in love, slowly getting closer…
Family and national grudges, schemes and desires, good and evil, crime and punishment, she and he face the future together, seeking justice with passion!
A naturally dark female lead who could accidentally destroy the world but is actually an honest person VS a weak, pitiful, and helpless but skilled fighter, beautiful white-cut black male lead
My heart is not of stone, how steadfast is your love? — Tao Yuanming “Imitating the Ancients (No. 3)”
— Reading Guide —
Cold female lead & dramatic black lotus with hidden yandere traits male lead
