Even if he couldn’t resolve things from six years ago, if he could clear up things at this very moment, he should.
“You remember last night.”
“Yes, I remember everything. I’m sorry.”
But she apologized, something he never asked for.
“That’s not because I like Mr. Kang Hyun.”
She even said that it was not sincere.
Then why was she crying? Why was she making such a sad face, making his heart ache?
“Is that all you had to say? Then, is it my turn to reply now?”
Just a few days ago, or rather, if it was the old Ha Joon, he would’ve found it hard to express himself verbally and would’ve kissed her to soothe her tears,
“I wanted to answer you right away yesterday, but it was not appropriate to hold a woman who was drunk and unable to greet properly, so I was struggling to refrain.”
But this time, he wanted to be honest.
“From today, I will express as much as I feel attracted to you, as much as you appear as a woman to me.”
This was the best way for the blunt Ha Joon to express his feelings.
It wasn’t just a statement to fulfill his desires.
Her acting arrogant and hiding her sincerity was cute, but now he wanted to see her naturally lovable side.
He wished she would smile comfortably and happily in front of him.
If she was sad or upset, he wanted her to tell him the truth, rather than suffering alone.
For that, he felt he had to open up first so that she could be honest and open up too.
“From today, I will express as much as I feel attracted to you, as much as you appear as a woman to me.”
Seo Ah’s whole body warmed up, and her heart pounded like crazy.
Without knowing it, she looked up and met his eyes.
She wanted to see his expression, to check if he was sincere.
“If you don’t like it, say it now. If you don’t respond in three counts, I’ll take it as okay. But after counting to three…”
The tender look in Ha Joon’s eyes quickly turned into a serious one.
“You have to be prepared.”
Seo Ah was confused. How much should she prepare? Does he see her as that attractive of a woman?
“One.”
As Ha Joon started counting, Seo Ah’s heart pounded as if it would explode. She still couldn’t believe his words. She wasn’t even sure she understood him correctly.
“Two.”
“Wa, Wait a minute!”
Ha Joon’s heart was also about to explode. He was anxious that she might refuse. He was afraid she might reject his sincerity.
But he had to accept it humbly. After all, he was the one who had trampled on her feelings more.
Thinking about it, he hoped she would refuse. He wanted to repay his emotional debt that way.
If she gave permission, he would have to cherish and love her without any sense of inferiority.
“WWhat do you mean by…preparation…”
“If I express as much as I see you as a woman, as much as I feel attracted to you, you probably won’t have much time to sleep.”
Seo Ah looked at Ha Joon with wide eyes.
Every day, not just once, with little sleep? How would they go to work, he might have insomnia, but she loved her sleep? Was he just teasing her?
“I’m serious, you seem surprised. Did you think you’re not that attractive?”
Seo Ah’s eyes wavered slightly.
On the first night, it was hard for her as well, but it seemed like Ha Joon would have used up more energy.
Seeing her flustered face, a smile formed on Ha Joon’s face.
“I will try to restrain myself as much as possible. So, can I finish counting to ‘three’ now?”
Seo Ah’s heart pounded like crazy. The idea of being seen as a woman, a charming woman by him felt like a dream.
Starting from today, could she fully experience his love?
What should she do to receive all his attention and love? Did she not have to worry anymore?
Would there be no need to listen to Min Jeong’s nagging anymore?
As Ha Joon studied Seo Ah’s face, seeing her flushed cheeks, he was certain. It was a yes.
“Three.”
Seo Ah, who had been staring blankly at Ha Joon, snapped back to reality.
Soon, Ha Joon took in her small, plump lips.
As their lips touched, Seo Ah instinctively placed her hand on Ha Joon’s chest.
However, she was startled twice by the heat of his body as if on fire and his heart pounding hard as if it would burst out at any moment.
All this while, whenever Ha Joon’s heart raced, Seo Ah had naturally assumed he was angry.
Because she was frustrating or annoying him.
She couldn’t even imagine that Ha Joon was feeling butterflies for her.
What about now? There’s no way he would kiss if he was angry, does he really find her attractive?
She thought it would never happen before marriage, and after marriage, she only hoped to be an attractive woman to him so that he wouldn’t want to find another woman. Did her wish really come true?
As if to reassure Seo Ah’s thoughts, Ha Joon roughly invaded her tender lips.
All this while, Ha Joon had been cautious, as if asking for Seo Ah’s permission, this was the first time he had invaded without warning.
Ha Joon’s pentup desire was fully conveyed to Seo Ah.
He bowed his head to dig deeper and sealed her soft, moist breath without a gap.
As Seo Ah felt he was going too deep, she unknowingly tried to lean back…
One of Ha Joon’s hands threaded through her soft hair, cradling her head, while his other hand traced her spine and wrapped around her waist.
Seo Ah pressed his chest lightly once more, then paused.
As their bodies pressed together, she could feel the changes in his body. He was showing her how much he wanted her.
In such a short time, his body had grown hotter than before, his heart was beating even harder, his breath was ragged, and his movements were rough.
She felt overwhelmed at the thought, and while she found it hard to breathe, she didn’t want to push him away. She wanted to feel more. She wanted him to want her more.
As if aware of Seo Ah’s feelings, Ha Joon’s movements became more persistent.
He could feel her soft skin clearly even over her clothes, and he touched her deeply.
A strange sound involuntarily slipped from Seo Ah’s lips.
Her breath was so hot it was swallowed in sweetness, and her strength was gradually fading.
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The Male lead Always Seduces Her with His Beauty (Matriarchy)
Xin Jiao Zhou is the leader of the world’s premier sect. She has just experienced betrayal from all sides, was poisoned in an assassination attempt, and faced death squad attacks while the poison was taking effect. After finally clearing out the scum from her sect, she was drugged again while trying to detoxify.
After waking up from a night of unconsciousness, she gained a “beautiful and kind-hearted” husband.
Xin Jiao Zhou: “???”
He fell ill.
She came to see him, bringing breakfast.
As she put down the breakfast and was about to leave, his hand slipped while holding the spoon. “Clank!”
She turned around upon hearing the noise.
He looked up at her, his eyebrows drooping: “My hand… has no strength.”
“Shall I… feed you?” she asked tentatively.
He opened his mouth cheerfully: “Ah—”
Thinking she was drowning, he jumped in without hesitation to save her, but nearly drowned himself. In the end, it was she who swam over to rescue him, giving him air underwater.
After emerging from the water, his ear tips turned red. He lightly brushed his cheek, tucking his sideburns behind his ear, revealing delicate, pink-tinged ear tips. He lowered his gaze, too embarrassed to look at her.
Xin Jiao Zhou: He’s truly beautiful, kind-hearted, and adorable.
A certain someone when disciplining subordinates behind the scenes: “If they don’t obey, just kill them.”
What’s that? She might already have someone she cares about in her heart? A certain someone: Find out who it is, kill them, and then there won’t be anyone.
What? She met a man by the riverside? What? That man even hurt her? A certain someone: Whichever hand hurt her, chop off his entire arm.
Love at first sight without realizing it, gradually falling in love, slowly getting closer…
Family and national grudges, schemes and desires, good and evil, crime and punishment, she and he face the future together, seeking justice with passion!
A naturally dark female lead who could accidentally destroy the world but is actually an honest person VS a weak, pitiful, and helpless but skilled fighter, beautiful white-cut black male lead
My heart is not of stone, how steadfast is your love? — Tao Yuanming “Imitating the Ancients (No. 3)”
— Reading Guide —
Cold female lead & dramatic black lotus with hidden yandere traits male lead
