“Have you cried enough now?”
“Yeah.”
Jun’s answer, given after pouring out as much as he wanted to, was both admirable and amusing. Jun gently swept my hair behind my head while smiling, as if saying my sincere response was commendable.
If this answer made Jun smile, from now on, I wanted to tell him over and over again that I had truly cried enough, with a lovely smile that would make him believe that.
“It shouldn’t be that easy to guarantee. I’ve been watching you cry continuously since earlier. Cry if it feels okay. If you think you’re a little better now, cry again.”
“Yeah. I cried continuously, so I think it’s all out now.”
“You were like that earlier too.”
While talking like that, Jun’s arms that hugged me were constantly tightening as if they were not enough. It was difficult to suppress the smirk that emerged in the gap between words and actions.
“I’ll tell you if I feel like I might cry again.”
“Then I guess I’ll keep hugging you like this. So you can cry whenever you want.”
“Ah, what is this? Never mind.”
Even though I pretended to try to get out of Jun’s embrace, it was, of course, impossible.
“I’m not okay. You haven’t forgotten already, have you? I’m the one who received a breakup notice from you today. Even if we hug like this, it doesn’t make me feel better.”
Even though it was just a few hours ago. Even though it was something I had thought about all night. Now that Jun said those words, I felt endlessly embarrassed and sorry.
“…Are you not angry?”
“I don’t seem angry, do I?”
“…Even if you’re angry, you still want to hug like this?”
“I’m really angry, though.”
“Ah…”
“Not right now.”
“Not now?”
“No. Not now. Actually, I wasn’t angry at you, Haru. Why couldn’t I give you a proper assurance? Why didn’t I have the confidence not to be shaken by whatever Yoon Secretary said? Where did the problem start… Well, I was thinking about that.”
While Jun momentarily injected silence to comfort me, he gently took me out of his arms to make me look into his eyes. Jun’s face was serious as he gazed at my eyes, which were probably still a little red. Even the desire to avoid his gaze in the gap between words and actions disappeared.
“From now on, I’m going to try giving you that assurance properly. I forgot. I’ve been forgetting. I thought that leaving the painful wounds as they are, without touching them, would make them naturally better. If I just left the wounds alone, they would heal naturally. I thought so. But that’s not the case… Without us knowing, if we touch those wounds, it penetrates our whole body with immense pain. I forgot about that.”
I missed the timing to answer while carefully digesting the meaning contained in Jun’s words. Without realizing it, Jun, who seemed to be struggling slightly, lifted my wandering gaze from around his chest and made me meet his eyes. Jun’s face was serious as he looked into my eyes, which were still a little red. Even the desire to avoid his gaze in the gap between words and actions disappeared.
“I told you before. I don’t want to deal with breakup emotions in a movie anymore. My mind has changed. I want to try shooting it properly this time. Then you can be sure too. All the meaning of my every day comes from you.”
“No, I understand. I know your feelings, truly.”
“I get it. I just want to assure that feeling. An unwavering conviction no matter what happens.”
Jun’s hand, lightly caressing my head, felt warm. It seemed to touch the firm determination Jun conveyed to me, hidden beneath the surface of emotions.
“So, here’s the thing. I don’t want to show you the script until right before shooting. At least to you.”
“Where is that? You said you’d show it soon.”
“Pfft, is that too much? Don’t be like that.”
As if warning me not to pass it over subtly like that, I glanced at Jun. With a face that had not been hit at all, Jun spoke.
“I told you before. That script is like exposing all my feelings for you. So, yeah. I want to slowly let you know. My sincerity from the day I first saw you nine years ago.”
Whether my stiff expression, still as if soaked in glue, bothered him. Jun flicked my slightly pouted lips with his thumb and forefinger.
“It’s like you’re asking for a kiss.”
“…It’s not like that.”
“I’m going to Japan tomorrow. I won’t be able to kiss you for a while. Is that really okay?”
“It’s not like that. Even if you say so…”
At that moment, before I could finish my sentence, Jun leaned his head slightly and pressed his lips against mine. It was disappointing that the sensation, which was intentionally teased, ended very briefly.
“What about now?”
“…”
“I want to do more. If you really don’t like it, I’ll stop here.”
“…This is bad.”
The result of the words I just uttered was different; my lips were already pressed against Jun’s. As if not wanting the slightly separated lips to move away, Jun urgently pulled my neck gently toward him. Thinking that I wouldn’t be able to meet Jun for two weeks, this moment felt even more tender.
When yandere male lead believes she loves him — but she never did
“How dare you!”
“How dare you make me love you, only to cast me aside as nothing more than a friend?!?
“I will never accept that.”
“I will never let you return to him.”
“Even if I have to burn myself to ashes.”
“Even if I must shatter my purity, my dignity, my very soul.”
“I will never let you escape me!”
This was the first novel that introduced me to the matriarchal genre. I’ve read it three times already!
At first, the male lead despised the female lead. Later, he misunderstood that she liked him, so he condescendingly and reluctantly reciprocated her feelings.
Then, he suddenly discovered that she was kind to everyone in the same way, and there was already someone she cherished in her heart, and that person was not him.
The male lead couldn’t believe it, he became angry and crazy. He was determined to capture her body and heart by any means necessary.
Synopsis:
Want to see how a green tea bitch male lead falls in love with the female lead?
Want to see how he flirtatiously pursues the female lead?
Want to see how he gets slapped in the face repeatedly?
The male lead is a green tea bitch, a poisonous lotus, jealous, ruthless, unscrupulous, with a venomous heart, and he’s also a delusional maniac.
The female lead is righteous, positive energy-filled, kind, a holy mother.
Let’s see how two people with extreme personalities come together~
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